She sits in the park. Her clothes are out of date. Two children whine and bicker, tug her skirt. A third draws aimless patterns in the dirt Someone she loved once passed by – too late
to feign indifference to that casual nod. “How nice” et cetera. “Time holds great surprises.” From his neat head unquestionably rises a small balloon…”but for the grace of God…”
They stand a while in flickering light, rehearsing the children’s names and birthdays. “It’s so sweet to hear their chatter, watch them grow and thrive, ” she says to his departing smile. Then, nursing the youngest child, sits staring at her feet. To the wind she says, “They have eaten me alive.”
Suburban Sonnet by Gwen Harwood
She practises a fugue, though it can matter to no one now if she plays well or not. Beside her on the floor two children chatter, then scream and fight. She hushes them. A pot boils over. As she rushes to the stove too late, a wave of nausea overpowers subject and counter-subject. Zest and love drain out with soapy water as she scours the crusted milk. Her veins ache. Once she played for Rubinstein, who yawned. The children caper round a sprung mousetrap where a mouse lies dead. When the soft corpse won't move they seem afraid. She comforts them; and wraps it in a paper featuring: Tasty dishes from stale bread.
Wisienkawlikierze
20 września 2012, 18:31Hm... coś w tym jest:)
MagaGo
19 września 2012, 21:50Dziekuje, Kiedy mam dolka czytam taka poezje i paradoksalnie, podnosi mnie na duchu:-) Bo jeszcze nie jest ze mna tak zle, zeby nie moglo byc gorzej:-)
Wisienkawlikierze
19 września 2012, 21:04Each sentence of this gloomy story is permeated with depression, hopelessness and sadness... If you identify yourself with this tragic female character, then I would advise you to change something in your life and do it quickly! Take care!!!